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Thursday, June 30, 2005

A subtle movement.

I'm very thankful to God for my closest three buddies who have stood by me all this years while I grow up in my secondary life. Though we don't meet up as often, not talking as often, we did not let situations and circumstances did not break us apart.

Now that I may looked as if I have friends all around me, smiling almost everyday and not being left alone, it ain't exactly a happiness I would say. Especially when days seems blue and when things seems grey. You never know what comments were being circulated or what judgements were being passed.

For those I have love with all my heart, I look out to their needs subtlely. But there are just times that I want to back out because...loving is difficult, if you get what I mean. Therefore, I have chose to hide in the midst of the crowd to look at you and protect you rather than standing out, waving my hands. It is the heart that speaks the truth, I guess.

If I say that I love you and treasure you, I do not just speak in that moment of impulsiveness. I speak with a mind that is clear and a heart that is ready to carry your burdens and to stand by your side through everything that you will go through. Regardless of time and place.

And I've fully grasp the definition of - if you gossip someone, may it be subtlely or blatantly, you will have your day of being gossiped too - yes, I will hold this in my heart forever.

So why am I saying all this? Because, as what my nick would say: so what if friendships were built? it is the trust and the unconditional love that holds it firmly. This is a revelation I got from today; the surrounding and the people.

maoed.]
at 8:33 PM

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Thursday, June 30, 2005

A subtle movement.

And I've fully grasp the definition of - if you gossip someone, may it be subtlely or blatantly, you will have your day of being gossiped too - yes, I will hold this in my heart forever.

maoed.
at 8:33 PM